Well, if getting outta pgn felt like my water broke.....this waiting for our embassy appointment feels like i've been in that hospital bed for weeks pushin' and pushin'!!! I just want to have the date of when we can go down and get her!! I've finally allowed myself to start thinking about the moment that we'll see Lydia again - before i couldn't let my mind go there. I wonder whether she'll remember us, will she be crying for Aracely (the orphanage director), will she come to us at all?, will she be shy/happy/sad/scared/excited? I just pray that the transition to us will go smoothly and that she'll not be scared. Please pray for our little girl's heart - that she'll be feel safe with us. hopefully the next post will be when we get to go.....so we wait - again.